Goddess Rising

I'm a bit refreshed and I had a few moments, so I wanted to tell you a little more. You see, I have seen the peaks and valleys. I have played with fetish and domination as well as exalted, spiritual sexuality. I used to be a butterfly, and maybe that is why I was able to cross over into the true realm of Sexual Goddess. I broke through pleasure barriers and awakened the kundalini in a powerful way, probably because I have studied magic and energetic properties in an abstract way and I was very pure of heart.

So, I am not your typical adult or fetish performer. I make some people uneasy or mad sometimes because I do everything myself. I don't have a partner who works behind the scenes to mold Me into their own vision. I don't rely on other people to promote Me or count on anyone to shoot My videos, etc. I do what I want the way I want and when I want. I have learned from one person in this business, and we have not done that much together, all things considered, because we are working on different things and are a considerable distance from one another. I am always grateful for knowledge, though, and any help I have received, but as a rule, people have not been helpful in this industry, because it is run by men still and they are threatened by Me lol. I have a soft spot in My huge heart for other women who do their own thing, whether it is mainstream or not, and I desire to help them in the future.

Speaking of mainstream... I started in the entertainment business when I first moved to LA. I was living in Beverly Hills with a girlfriend of Mine. We had a blast, living in the former home of Quincy Jones and Janet Lee and Tony Curtis. There was a playboy series that was being filmed there, and that was slightly entertaining to watch. It was a naked candid camera show, so it was sometimes really funny and mean lol. I made friends quickly while I was there and I had my pick of men. I was collecting them like candy, and I was wined and dined and got to do some amazing things and meet some truly talented artists and minds. I was asked to pose for Playboy, and I turned that down 3 times, because at the time I was focusing on more mainstream opportunities. But, what I got out of that time period was more an education in the Hollywood myth machinery and I also came away with a Harvard-level education in traditional investing and money management and also collected a lot of eccentric, cool friends- met some losers, for sure- and took a twirl in the music business as a partner in a night club there, which is still doing well, by the way.... where is My fucking money, bitches? That period of 3+ years directly followed my shamanic/magical period. So, early in my adulthood, I had some interesting experiences. I had been a world traveler since I was a child and I studied History in college, so I had a pretty good world view on top of it, already.

So, that is basically glossing over a very broad subject, but it should give you an idea of some of the experiences I have had. I've worked for billionaires and I've daytraded. I've had My own online businesses both as a merchant and of course, as an online seductress and Sex Goddess. Mainly, I'm well-versed in people. Nothing surprises Me anymore. I've been viewed as an Ice Queen. It's not that I'm cold. On the contrary, I am extremely sensitive to people, but I keep them at a distance for a reason. I have a greater agenda, and I don't have time to get caught up in people's melodramas of their own creation. I have work to do. I have a world to change.

So, although there is a certain charm to the idea of settling down and having some kind of "normal" life, that is not My calling. I didn't wake up one day and decide that I was going to be a Goddess. I became One, and it took Me some time to adjust to it. I have always been a crusader, ranting at the injustices in the world, calling people out with no mercy, and exemplifying the qualities of a strong Goddess Queen, long before I had men begging to serve Me. Each step of My life has given Me another puzzle piece, and it has finally come together. I see the big picture, and I have My map and the keys to the Queendom.

I have been happy to entertain and educate by sharing My sexuality. I feel that I have done My service as an example of what is possible. I like periods of extended pleasure and ecstasy... it makes Me strong and fierce. So, I may continue to share some of that, and in the process tease you with My powerful, erotic nature. I'm basically going to do whatever I feel like doing. I have some big plans. I have a universal appeal- squares and kinksters are attracted to Me, and I get calls from the mainstream world with offers, too. So, it's just best if I am who I am. If you want to serve Me, you will have an amazing opportunity. If you are too scared or straight for that and you just want to buy My clips and get off, then that's great, too. Just don't ever expect that I will kiss your ass lol. I'm not "that" type of Goddess lol. If you have expectations of what I will do, you will be quickly disappointed!

So, wrapping this up for now... I hope you have enjoyed this little peak into My history and mindset. I may share more in the future, but for the next while I want to focus on My Goddess life and the work of creating for My new sites. I am overflowing with creativity and enthusiasm. You should be anxious and excited, too, to serve your killer Goddess Queen.

Til next time...